tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31529893122081416362024-02-08T03:15:20.178+08:00~My tH!NgS~this happen to be my third blog..and this time unlike the previous two its only on my name thus MY things..
want to prove to myself dat life is not dat bad..it's all up to u..ALLAH alredy blessed u with a LIFE..it is your job to run it in a proper way..
i really love life..my LIFE..yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.comBlogger95125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-63260279324800066452010-09-13T14:28:00.002+08:002010-09-13T14:45:37.887+08:00~aidilfitri 2010~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">selamat hari raya..hehe.<br />aku br smpi ke melaka pg td.terasa cam awal sgt plak dtg sini.bukan leh studi pon.rindu ma ngn abah!!!(br smpi dh rindu..ape daa)<br /><br />jom cite2 raya..hehe.thn ni along xblk raya.tp abg ngah(husband anim) n anim raya kt umah ktrg.so xdela rs deficient sgt.1st day ktrg msk satay.mlm tu bakar satay ramai2 smbil main bunga api.sooo RAYA!!pagi tu sesi bermaaf2an ngn daddy mummy.sedih rs nk nanges tp thn.maluuu..hehe ptg tu blk kg abah kt bachok.ok ok la.<br /><br />2nd day..jeng3x.ma n abah plan wat open house.tp it turned out to be xde pon member2 abah dtg.tp member aku yg ditunggu2 kedtgnnye dtgla ngn family die.it went well i suppose..saat tu aku dh dpt rs yg things are going to be diff after this.(mgkn xde sape leh phm cite apekah ini.maybe bila dh confem nnti sy cerita btol2 k)<br />konklusinye:abah suke.ma suke.saya??ntah..mgkn blom.mgkn dh tp xngaku.ntah.<br />tp lps je member aku tu blk.berpusu2 sedara dkt n jauh dtg.mmg jd jgk la open house ktrg in d end nye.penat xterkata.tp heppi la.<br /><br />3rd day raya..stay kt umah je.tp ade la mak sedara rapat sefamily bertandang.so overal raya ke3 pon best jgk.<br /><br />kesimpulannye..raya thn ni best bangattt..hehe<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-67053495400418917702010-09-03T23:46:00.002+08:002010-09-03T23:52:18.967+08:00~sshnye~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">nk dijadikn cerita.duit mara xdpt bulan ni.sbbnye kontrak stated dat smpi bulan 8 je kami ditanggung.so ape lg terpaksa la skali lg mntk duit ayahanda tersayang.dan tanpa berkata ape2 terus abah msg "giv me ur account no and how much".bc msg tu rs terharu,rs bersalah.rs mcm aku la anak yg plg byk pki duit abah.aku hrp sgt cptla aku abes bljr leh keje leh dpt duit sndri leh bls jasa abah.<br /><br />berkobar2 la pegi jwb exam td.tp mlgnye,ape yg kite rncg tu xselalu kite dpt.soklan mcq td sgtla ssh bg aku.atau mgkn aku blurr sgt smpi otak xbjalan.so conclusion nye i failed to giv my all.berjalan blk ngn penat teramat smbil terfikir "mcm mane nk blk jasa abah gini.."<br /><br />sedih..sgt..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-22861818587265502042010-08-27T17:09:00.002+08:002010-08-27T22:33:02.104+08:00~wasted~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">selesai dh paper meq 1.siyes sy katakan..xssh pon.siyes skali lg.tp surprisingly aku xleh jwb.bukan main2.tp betol2 punye xleh jwb.rs cam sgt penat.kecewa ngn diri sndri.setelah penat mcm nk mati belajar,blk ngn kecewanye xleh jwb.rs sgt wasted.Ya Allah..besarnye dugaan.<br /><br />disbbkn bnda tu,smpi skang aku rs penat sgt.smpi xleh nk angkat kaki tgn.loss of drive.hilang smgt terus.tamparan hebat benar rsnye.aduhai adekah lg peluang aku nk lulus ni?tiap kali semayang rs sedih sgt.rs nk nangis je.besarnye kuasa Allah.anytime die leh amik blk ape yg die bg.ya Allah aku syukur ngn ape yg aku dh dpt sblm ni.semoga kau permudahkanla yg kali ni jgk ya Allah.<br /><br />rs sedih.rs kecewa.rs takut...kena buang jauh2.aku kena pndg ke dpn.dis is not the end.jgn mengalah sblm abes berperang!!amin..berkatilah ya Allah..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-23409556134350053612010-08-18T01:33:00.002+08:002010-08-18T01:40:39.906+08:00~hala tuju hidup~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">dh seminggu ramadhan.agak tenang puasa tahun ni.even dlm kesibukan n kengerian exam.mgkin sbb start puasa kt umah kot.<br />27 hb ni wud be my fisrt paper for final exam.Ya Allah akhirnye,dh smpi ke hujung pjlnn(insyaAllah).tkt ade.riso tu xyah ckpla.makin baca rs cam makin deficient je memory.mntk2 la recover blk sumenye time exam days nnti.amin.<br /><br />tetiba aku teringt msg seorg teman 'dh lupa cane rsnye suke seseorg'...is d same thing happening to me skang?agak tepat je rsnye.dh habitual kot.smpi dh desensitized.hurm biarla.abaikan.xpntg pon sume tu.kot.<br /><br />yg pasti pntgnye skang..aku nye p2s2 ni.moga2 i can go tru dis ngn jayanye.siyes dh penat pki nametag medical student ni.sempena bulan ramadhan yg mulia ni,moga dimakbulkn Allah la doa aku yg SATU ni..amin..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-78228013132671657952010-07-18T18:09:00.002+08:002010-07-18T18:13:15.453+08:00~gambar~<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">melihat gambar2 die..hati tersentuh..serius!!</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">teringt saat2 dulu.bila aku dan die..SATU..</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">hati aku cakap.."it shud hv been longer.."</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">hati aku sgt teringt kt die..sgt serius!!</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br />aku sbnrnye xbape btol ni.tensen nk xm..too many things to read.too little time.(konon..)<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-41234112690866835132010-07-17T11:45:00.002+08:002010-07-17T19:05:32.741+08:00~kenyang~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">kul 11.30 pg:<br />aku br blk mcd.g late bfast ngn cnat,iwa dan pakwan.dh lama jgk xmkn mcd.td kak irah msg di pg hari.tanye xnk blk ke..hurm ikutkn nk tiap ms aku nk blk.tp keadaan xngizinkn.sadis sguh.<br /><br />kul 7 ptg:<br />br siap mkn kudap-kudapan ptg ngn iwa.keje aku ari ni tgk hindustan tido mkn.bukunye wat peluk tido.gano nih?progress sgt lembap.mlm ni aku nk abeskn ophtal.aim baik punye.so dat lps ni leh start ortho plak.buat jadual angan2 dlm kepala gini rs cam smgt sket nk bc buku.plus td razmi kol.pesan die 1 je..'STUDI!!!'hehe..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-61562414071449765572010-07-15T17:02:00.002+08:002010-07-15T17:08:07.563+08:00~siusly nk blk~<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">penatnye ari ni.present td rs cam bodoh gile.exam dh dkt nk mati,otak kosong trang tang tang.cemane aku nih.tetiba rs mcm nk blk umah.dh plan dh nk blk mgu ni tetiba isnin ni ade block test la plak.buatnye xsmpt blk b4 730 pg tak ke naya tu.aduhai.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">td ckp ngn ma ngn adik.rs cam rindu sgt kt umah.rupenye sume org tgh tgu aku blk umah.sbb skang musim buah setto(manggis).adik g kutip buah setto utk aku smpi jatuh dlm longkang,luka siku.sadis sguh.tetiba aku lak xjadi blk.fail btol la.tertekannye.aku ni asik tertekan je.lama2 leh gila nih.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">aim hujung mgu nih..aku nk bljr btol2.(impian tgi mgunung tuh)xpela sacrifice mgu ni xleh blk.asalkan nnti aku blk ngn senyuman kejayaan..cewahh..(sedapkan hati sndri)</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></div>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-58067958894191136812010-07-11T22:49:00.003+08:002010-07-11T22:56:55.416+08:00~SUNday~<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">ari ni sepatutnnye member aku nk dtg dr kl.tgu punye tgu xsmpi2.rupenye tido sbb tgk world cup smlm.hurm..ingtkn die mmg xkn dtg so aku g la msk nasi ayam.punye la lama.sambil basuh kain.sambil baca buku.akhirnye siapla..</span></span><br /><br /></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXrK4TqOq6jV590foFrMIRYeZAvhlm-O_q4zRY95XpB4efZXVENqFfaKXJAOhO4ciV2oqaqQ6UHppqarQuZelb9_fT4Yq60lqy3YchbvEs97jTVfxSrl_jIkkdmp1AEKMDzpfEihAhztvT/s1600/DSC02783.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXrK4TqOq6jV590foFrMIRYeZAvhlm-O_q4zRY95XpB4efZXVENqFfaKXJAOhO4ciV2oqaqQ6UHppqarQuZelb9_fT4Yq60lqy3YchbvEs97jTVfxSrl_jIkkdmp1AEKMDzpfEihAhztvT/s320/DSC02783.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492661660584241410" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqyW_Nj15LbJSo4zyDFLG5ns0jzPPLXVIOe_VB3ZRylzCiM1MarqcRZGvy3RofzftqVFqb8h3g00EM838Ps6nNYv1qU1iQmNO1y5QPG7jCza_StA7McfTmEz6kUnw8UDjIOQ5XWW8gurzB/s1600/DSC02784.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqyW_Nj15LbJSo4zyDFLG5ns0jzPPLXVIOe_VB3ZRylzCiM1MarqcRZGvy3RofzftqVFqb8h3g00EM838Ps6nNYv1qU1iQmNO1y5QPG7jCza_StA7McfTmEz6kUnw8UDjIOQ5XWW8gurzB/s320/DSC02784.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492661667510669106" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">lps tu mkn ngn cnat smbil tgk melodi.tetiba die kol ckp jd nk dtg ngn member2 die skali.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">skang ni aku br blk.ktrg g tour keliling melaka.penat xterkata.ktrg g muzium kapal,naik river cruise,last skali g mkn ikan bakar kt umbai.fuhh penutup tu yg masyukk..</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">skang lenguh sgt kaki.esok ade kls.mmg kena tido skang..malam~~</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-57533404637601728572010-07-10T19:45:00.002+08:002010-07-10T19:50:37.875+08:00~mera lunch~<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjemaxpTNo6Wg34DL6CcwpBxEg8Mm8PTAvGdL87gD2T6HoZZXg-Jsy9iu6hDhp3HHggu3pLu3BKLfShGJ0n6Z6DdRMVl2MkkTVn3TV2qs8utMACeA5wppmCDR1qW4GpvXM9Rp89JJ74DZcF/s1600/DSC02780.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjemaxpTNo6Wg34DL6CcwpBxEg8Mm8PTAvGdL87gD2T6HoZZXg-Jsy9iu6hDhp3HHggu3pLu3BKLfShGJ0n6Z6DdRMVl2MkkTVn3TV2qs8utMACeA5wppmCDR1qW4GpvXM9Rp89JJ74DZcF/s320/DSC02780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492242973010698290" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ini la lunch aku td.xde bnda nk mkn.nk kuar mls.so i goreng maggi saje bersama muffin banana flavour from kenny rogers sbg side dish.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">rasanye:boleh la.typical org bujang nyer meal.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">time mkn:3 ptg</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">akibatnye:skang lpr blk..</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></div>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-11601654497125280372010-07-10T10:51:00.002+08:002010-07-10T10:54:20.360+08:00~he moved on~<span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;">sume org sila tgk facebook die..aku bukan ckp sebarangan.<br /><br />he moved on..<br /><br />aku??<br /><br />still here.loser!!<br /><br /><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-32360181824957333762010-07-10T08:37:00.002+08:002010-07-10T08:42:34.341+08:00~exams~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">aku br tersedar..xm dh dkt gile.aku ni x prepare pape pon.rsnye time p2s1 dulu lg awal aku start bc buku.aduhai..i need to do sumtin..i mean NOW!!<br /><br />nenek aku skt.pttnye aku nk iku anim blk skali ke jengka tp tetiba ma kate 'kak kn nk exam.xyah blk pon xpe la'..lps tu aku terpk,msti ma ingt aku kt melaka studi mcm nk mati kn.tp sbnrnye xpon.argh bersalahnye rs.mulai saat tu aku nekad.aku kena bc buku.<br /><br />last night is an exception.tp ari ni..no more excuses.bc buku jgk.<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-48746880806180028932010-07-08T21:59:00.003+08:002010-07-08T22:08:33.914+08:00~makan~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">skang aku tau perasaan org yg tensen n subsequently mkn byk.dulu slalu pk dh tensen lg la xleh mkn kn.pesal mkn byk plak?hurm rupenye mkn byk tu slh 1 cara nk divertkn ur mind from pk psl bnda yg bothering u..kesimpulannye skang...aku suke mkn!!n i tell u if i keep eating at this pace and this much without fail,i can see d chubby bayani is on her way soon!!!!<br /><br />ari ni ktrg msk western.sbbnye aku dh bosan mkn nasi.inila dinner ktrg..ade mashed potato,coleslaw,sayur,ayam bbq bersos cendawan..sume bnda ni homemade..terasa sgt best mkn bnda gni kt umah..<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy1Q1oWWcnhEm6CZnpKtF6F7TyuaS70eMQrqd0OvUVBrlmOK02eDEpL1e1I59q0rNP3icXZ9_nim8TSpuhwYyxgZzGlnJevI87hyphenhyphent3zjD_yXaizojH5PBqefVLKlRX2YNi9X7xaWS1yzu2/s1600/DSC02778.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy1Q1oWWcnhEm6CZnpKtF6F7TyuaS70eMQrqd0OvUVBrlmOK02eDEpL1e1I59q0rNP3icXZ9_nim8TSpuhwYyxgZzGlnJevI87hyphenhyphent3zjD_yXaizojH5PBqefVLKlRX2YNi9X7xaWS1yzu2/s320/DSC02778.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491536393685674770" border="0" /></a>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-24483377531214264772010-07-07T20:23:00.002+08:002010-07-07T20:31:37.608+08:00~hujan~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">skang musim hujan kt melaka.bumi msti suke ngn turunnye hujan.dh lama panas.leh kate tiap ms org komplen panas sgt dunia.<br /><br />aku pon suke jgk hujan.tp aku ade mslh sket la klu hujan ni.aku jd sentimental,emotional,and wat not.mula la termenung sana sini.seakan akan nmpk sume bnda yg jd antara aku n die selama ni dalam rintik2 hujan yg turun tu.ish fail la aku nih.xmacho la gini.<br /><br />ari ni aku sedih.(bukan tiap ms ke aku sedih?huhu)..mksd aku lebih sedih dr hari biase.blk dr kls ptg td,jln sorg2.rs mcm tertekan sgt.tetiba mata berair.dlm hati terpk,sedih benar rupenye aku ni.<br />teringt blk ape yg die tulis kt fb die.rs cam nk komen kt bwh "sape yg berani ckp cmtu?sy nk g bunuh die"..tp ape plak kate kwn2 die nnti.aku bila dh ikutkn perasaan sume bnda xhengat dh.<br /><br />xleh nk meluah pnjg2.iwa ajak teman g umah kakak die nk g amik pulut durian.later..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-48982697267999259792010-07-06T21:29:00.002+08:002010-07-06T21:42:40.080+08:00~chest heaviness~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ade satu cite korea yg aku tgk tu tajuk die cinderella stepsister.dlm cite tu die byk guna pkataan 'chest heaviness'.die akn buat fist and ketuk2 dada(dgn lemah lembut la) smbil ckp argh..im feeling chest heaviness..pkataan tu digunakn bila ade perasaan atau emosi yg xdpt diluahkn n hanye mmpu disimpan dlm hati mbuatkn perasaan tu mcm terpendam n terbekam la(org kelate ckp bekok ati)<br /><br />aku dh applykn pkataan tu in my day to day basis hee..contohnye spt berikut:<br /><br />bila die buat aku terasa n aku xleh ckp terasa sbb tkt die kate aku mnja..aku hanye boleh deny yg aku terasa n diam...chest heaviness<br /><br />bila die mntk maaf n ajak kuar mkn n aku terpaksa tolak sbb nk buktikn kt die yg aku xperlukn die padahal sume tu tipu semata...chest heaviness<br /><br />bila aku nmpk die online tp die xtegur aku pon..and aku pon xdpt nk tegur die sbb ego aku yg mgunung...chest heaviness<br /><br />bila die tegur blk n buat mcm xde ape yg jd.rs mcm nk ckp je 'awk xtau ke betapa sy terjejasnye lately sbb awk' but xleh tkeluar lgsg ape yg nk ckp tu.not even close...chest heaviness.<br /><br />klu ikutkn byk episode chest heaviness yg aku ade tp klu ikut kn hati nk buat fist n ketuk dada..alamatnye nk patah ribs aku kena ketuk tiap kali rs chest heaviness..<br /><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-16664298405774016412010-07-03T20:01:00.002+08:002010-07-03T20:09:54.959+08:00~bila cinta..~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">smlm aku g labor room ngn shyde.hrpn mgunung nk g conduct delivery.(bukan deliveries pon..)tp spt biase nasib xmenyebelahi ktrg.labor room agak bising sekitar pukul 11 tp sejam dua slps tu..senyap..kosong..sume kena tolak masuk OT..mcm2 la mslh.prolong labor la..breech la.<br />dijadikn cerita..ade sorg akak tgh sakit nk bersalin.mengerang die tu xsgup nk dgr.rs mcm ya allah sakitnye die..tetiba husband die dtg.<br /><br />'abg..sakit bang..'<br />'abg tau..sabar k..abg ade kt sini..'(sambil mengucup dahi bini die)<br /><br />seeing dat,tnpa aku sdr..aku dh teary..betapa bahagianye hidup dpt laki cmtu.arghh tidak..aku hampir2 nangis kt situ.<br />saat tu jgk..aku btol2 teringt kt die..btol2 yakin die boley jd cam husband akak tu.sgt sedih slps itu...waa..<br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">akak tu slmt lahirkn baby laki 3.85kg selepas operate.semoga die n keluarga bahagia smpi bila2..semoga aku ade rezeki utk bahagia cam die..bila cinta..</span></span><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-61982405058079517112010-06-28T13:22:00.002+08:002010-06-28T13:32:35.661+08:00~milik siapa?~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">aku br prsn kt blog dulu ade post baru..die tulis rupenye.baca ape yg die tulis wat perasaan aku bercampur baur.sedih ade,terkilan ade,but in d end helpless..<br /><br />there was a point of time in my life once i am damn sure of wat my future wud be or more accurately how i wanted it to be..tp sape boley lwn kuase Tuhan..rancang bagai nk rak akhirnye tewas gak ngn takdir Dia..<br /><br />tp lps bnda tu,i mcm hati kering..sgt ssh anybody nk touch my heart.sgt ssh utk aku rs ape yg cuba diorg tunjukkn.or mungkin sgt ssh utk aku kembali berhrp sepertimana dulu.smpila another point of time in my life aku xsdr aku dh kembali selesa berbual,berkongsi,bergelak ketawa,menangis ngan another guy.saat aku mula bermimpi dan berangan 'adakah die?' terus ade seakan angin blow away my angan tu..<br /><br />saat tu..i said to myself..i can never be anybody's..die yg pertama tu..siusly mmg aku selesa bersamanye(since ktrg dh lama gile kot kwn,dh kenal perangai masing2 in and out)..tp sad to say,aku dh xboleh bg die hrpn.aku hanye boey kwn ngn die.tu je.lebih dr tu...ssh bg aku.<br /><br />die yg kedua tu..bagai mimpi..yg bila aku bgn aku dh xnk mimpi mcm tu lg..<br /><br />kdg2 b4 tido aku terpk..akan jd milik siapa aku ni ye??<br />den msti aku tertido sblm aku dpt pilihan jwpnnye..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-90535645547043842092010-06-21T23:46:00.002+08:002010-06-21T23:52:14.943+08:00~tertekan~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">sgt rindu die.sgt mau dgr suara die.kdg2 rs cam suke keta ade mslh.leh jdkn alasan nk ckp ngn die or nasib baik lg leh jmpe die.tp mmg pns xsmpi ke ptg.ingtkn mendung je.siap hujan terus.rs cam nyesal gile msg,mntk tlg n cite mslh kt die.nyesal yg hanye Tuhan yg tau.terasanye hati mcm disiat2..<br /><br />btol jgk kata die.org pompuan kaum yg lemah.cpt panik.xpikir dulu.tu bukan org pompuan.itu aku.mmg die nk ckp sume tu aku.sedih gile xterkata.org kate sharing can reduce ur stress.tp ni x.sharing is like doubling d stress.<br /><br />td bengang.skang sedih.<br />dulu sayang.skang benci.itu yg die nk pon anyway.nk aku benci die.Tuhan maha kaya,aku benci die hari ni.mgkin lg sng aku lupakan die.<br /><br />aku akn tunjukkn.aku kuat.aku xcpt panik.aku boleh pikir dulu..dan aku xperlukan die..<br />sgt mau 'hujan' skang..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-36300957071737717912010-06-13T12:23:00.002+08:002010-06-13T12:27:28.008+08:00~Tuhanku..~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">bahagianye aku..<br />Tuhan je yg tau..<br />smpai bila bahagia..Tuhan je yg tau..<br /><br />bukan hari ni..tp mungkin esok..atau lusa..<br />hanye Tuhan je yg tau..<br /><br />ya Allah..semoga bahagia ni..milik aku..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-75583573353036412782010-06-05T23:59:00.003+08:002010-06-06T00:09:12.708+08:00~wat a day..huh~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">penatnye..sakit kepala..<br />aku br blk dr jusco kul 11 td ngn c'ah.mlm2 pon leh g jusco.bila dh pegi sana phm2 la musti la purse yg xbape penuh pon leh jd kosong sekelip mata.seat blkg keta pon dipenuhi ngn handbag,kasut utk kak irah and baju utk adik.hehe beli utk org len xde rs besalah sgt kn.(dh pk nk blk claim ngn abah haha)<br /><br />blk tu ktrg g mkn kt apple burger(mengimbau kngn mkn sate 1st time kt situ dulu).nk dijadikn cerita ade org before ktrg drop his wallet bwh meja.ktrg dh berdebar xtau nk wat ape.dlm kepala mula pk nk bg kt tuan kedai tkt xdipercayai(since byk gile duit dlm tu),pk nk bg kt polis la,nk tanye kot2 die nginap kt hotel straits meridian tu ke..n d list goes on..<br /><br />tetiba ade keta camry hitam benti tepi,sorg mamat cina (yg sgt hensem oke!!) kuar dr keta ngn muka tercari2.ktrg bg la kt die wallet tu.tup2 die bg ktrg rm50 letak bwh bekas otak2.(blnja mkn katanye).aku n c'ah ape lg..menjerit la 2 2 org kt situ.."jgn!!xyah la..u drop it under d table n its juz happen dat we saw it.ktrg xwat pape pon"..dok bising2 tu die say tenkiu like hundred times den die blah ngn muke comelnye..lps tu aku tgk c'ah,c'ah tgk aku,sume org sekeliling pndg ktrg..<br /><br />c'ah kate moralnye..'buat baik dibalas baik'..still xleh terima dpt duit 50 tnpa buat ape2..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-26735488814776206922010-05-26T11:43:00.002+08:002010-05-26T11:54:09.449+08:00~jom dgr cerita xbest~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">awal plak abes kls ari ni.its raining outside n feel so cozy inside.nk tido sbnrnye tp mcm byk sgt yg di pk kn dlm kepala ni.meh bercerita la hihi.<br /><br />ari sabtu lps aku g wedding shera(bdk mrsm),ngn c'ah,zana n sorg laki yg dikenalkn oleh my mom tu.itu la 1st time ktrg jmpe.dipendekkn cerita it did not turn out to be as smooth as i hope it shud.mgkn sgt byk bezanya kami.bgs jgk ktrg jmpe awal2.so dat xde la dragging sgt pkenalan yg aku mmg xnk start pon.Tuhan tu maha kaya kn.br aku kenal sape die yg sbnrnye.betapa pemikiran die-ceteknye..betapa perangai die-x as a grown up shud be pon..betapa die..bukan utk aku.<br /><br />smlm aku kuar ngn jero.mkn kt simply fish..again.huhu.best gak.dh lama xlepak sembang2.rs cam stuffy sgt otak.dh direleasekn lps sembang ngn jero.dat is wat frens for kn.ini la gunanye kawan.berkwn la biar seribu,bercinta biar satu.(even xjmpe lg mn la yg satu tu).1 je yg slack bila jmpe jero ni mstila ingt amir blk.hurm..cane nk ckp kt diri sndri yg sume tu is yesterday's news??cam bebal sgt je hati..<br /><br />ok dh2.skang ni xde ms nk pk psl hati n perasaan ni.sbb xbwk ke mana pon.exam dh sgt la dkt.aku kena studi n get prepared!!ya allah semoga diberkati la pjlnn jihad nih.(bljr tu slh 1 jihad kn)hee...aminn..mari berusaha!!<br /><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-40121626634518351582010-05-13T23:38:00.003+08:002010-05-13T23:48:26.956+08:00~if only..~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">if only sume org kt muka bumi ni mcm die.so its gonna be easier for me not to search for him in others.<br />if only org len tu ade sket je of wat he has,its gonna be easier for me to lie to myself and say yes.<br />if only org len tu can promise me half of wat u promised me,it wud be much easier for me to tell myself to try to forget u.<br />if only org len tu leh try to make me laugh n smile juz the way you did,maybe i can stop loving u n wanting u.<br /><br />if only la kn.org ckp org yg ckp 'if only' ni adlh org yg xbersyukur.btol eh?mungkin jgk.astaghfirullah.syukur dgn ape yg Tuhan dh bg stkt ni.<br /><br />tp nobody is u.and nobody can be even half like u..nobody.<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-68047273311312335202010-05-12T14:16:00.002+08:002010-05-12T14:33:28.794+08:00~defense mechanism~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ari ni sy nk talk about defense mechanism which is an unconscious psychological strategies brought into play to cope with reality and to maintain self image.in simple words nye..it helps the ego cope with anxiety.everybody has their own types or ways of defense mechanism.<br /><br />for example:<br /><br />ade sorg bdk nih kena mrh ngn a total stranger for a reason yg bdk ni pon tgh blurr lg was she deserve to be high-pitched-scolded and banged in front of people mcm tu.so slps meminta maaf(as she realized nothing better she cud do at that particular moment),she mcm ade mask-like facies n walk away.rs cam nk diam all d way n pretend like nothing happen instead of everybody else waiting for her emotion to burst out.<br />wen she blk rumah,she pray n recite some sentence from Quran,she tido n hoping that it was just a nightmare.dlm hati she said,"jgnla i grow up to be a like-her-doctor"<br /><br />p/s:really wish u are here..<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-46945872728936309842010-05-06T23:12:00.003+08:002010-05-06T23:18:23.807+08:00~mengenali seorg bernama lelaki~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">menulis sekadar berkongsi.<br /><br />bebrapa hari lps,mula la bermsg ngn seorg laki yg disuruh berkawan ngn aku oleh maknye.mntk perhatian..org yg suruh berkawan adlh maknye,bukan mak aku jauh skali aku sndri.maka cerita bermula.tgkla gmbr die kt fb,agak boley thn(kata ati aku).meh tgk hatinye sama cam rupenye x.<br /><br />die mula tanye aku org jenis cemane.jwbla.pastu ditanye ramai kwn laki x?slalu kuar ngn kwn laki g tgk wyg x?ade bf x?kapel bape lama?nape putus?<br />sbnrnye agak tkejut ngn msg2 tu di hari pertama bermsg.terasa tersgt gopoh.mcm interview pon ade.<br />tp jujur punye psl,jwb sume bnda tnpe selindung.<br /><br />slps tu..die senyap..terus..<br /><br />rs cam nk ckp kt ma.anak ustaz mn la nk pndg anak ma yg perangai ntah hape2 neh.<br /><br />p/s:hatinye x serupa rupenye.sekian.<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-15530548242406608312010-05-01T00:42:00.002+08:002010-05-01T00:49:12.925+08:00~mimpi ke??~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">aduhai.mimpi ke nih??too real to be a dream.it was too real that i can still feel it.lg ssh la nk melupakan klu gini.huh.pdn muka.aku jgk yg mntk.bila dh dpt speechless plak.bukan stkt xterkata,nk pengsan pon ade td.hurm..tp jalan blk ngn senyum.shud i say thanx to him??err x kot.huhu..<br /><br />ckp ngn ma td pon rs cam mimpi.cuma beza die d latter dream is a bad one.like a nightmare.tp xyah la aku nk pk pape.bnda ntah ke mane2 still hanging in d air lg.klu Tuhan dh tetapkn bnda tu yg terbaik maka die akn jd jgk.go wif d flow la.penat rsnye melawan arus nih.sbb in d end aku sungkur jgk.penat xberbaloi.<br /><br />so biarla.either mimpi 1 or 2 yg bakal jd future,aku terima sumenye.moga ini yg terbaik.utk sume org.<br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152989312208141636.post-48597618814236067112010-04-24T00:27:00.005+08:002010-04-24T00:36:01.401+08:00~penipuan~<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="font-family: georgia;font-family:lucida grande;" >rs cam idup dlm penipuan plak.hati sakit gile tp mulut ckp 'saye ok'.td jmpe die.ntah la bila nk stop jmpe die.bila die dh kawen kot.stkt skang mcm xlogik je.tp ktrg kuar as fren je.xwat pape pon(mcm la sblm ni penah wat pape).</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;font-family:lucida grande;" >erm rs cam die dh byk berubah.or die dh jd mcm die yg dulu blk.bgs ke??ntah.got no say.tp tiap kali jmpe die n sembang ngn die rs tenang kejap.especially ari ni,rs cam hepi sgt.4 hari xjmpe rs cam lama gile.ya allah hai..ape yg jd ni??cemane nk lupakan die cmni?jauh dr logik.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;font-family:lucida grande;" >esok die nk blk kg.moga2 selamat jalannye.n juga jln hidupnye.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">sy teringt sgt kt die.sbb tu sy nk g amik die kt klia ari tu.n sbb tu sy kuar jmpe die td.if anything ever hapen to me.just want u to know..i really **** u.really do</span>.</span><br /></span></span>yaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00554601625014607468noreply@blogger.com3