~day 1~

1st day after he left...


stare at those roses not less than 10 times/24hrs, each is approx 5 mins.

check my phone every 10 mins(or even less)

open his fb continuously without fail(even if there is nothin new to b seen)

read up his msg over and over again since 6/2/10 until 3/3/10(despite being in hosp
or even in class)

plus: everybody around me today smells like him

i mistaken one of the patient in the ward as him(look similar from far but definitely not)

current status: conscious,alert but most of the time..LOST..
prognosis: 50% survival rate after 1 week,30% survival rate after 2 weeks

plan of management: cont observation.refer to muhamad amir if symptoms persist or getting worse.

12 comments:

miss teja March 4, 2010 at 3:26 PM  

haha. toksoh pk banyok doh laaa...;) apa ni, semua orang pun dapat bunga!

Si Jelita March 4, 2010 at 5:10 PM  

bayani.... dah terlalu obvious....
atau ada cerita lain yang aku ketinggalan....
nasihat aku paling berguna....
"cukuplah tipu diri sendiri...orang lain pun sume dah nampak"
aku rasa kes mu ni lagi berat dari kes along mu kena duk jauh dr husband...haha....

yanie March 4, 2010 at 6:01 PM  

ish mane ade la..(denial)..c'ah jom lepak hujung mgu nih.
klu ye pon aku tipu diri sndri itu utk kebaikan diri sndri n die jgk..

can sumbody plz tell me dat dis is juz a crush..yes it came but surely one day it'll go away rite..

mosazu March 4, 2010 at 8:17 PM  

when people walk away from u, let them go, ur destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves u & it doesnt mean they r bad people, it just means that their part in ur story is over...let it be~~
huuu \0/

yanie March 4, 2010 at 8:49 PM  

is it??dat's it??means its over ke?waaaaaaa....

miss teja March 5, 2010 at 9:12 AM  

second che ah py komen. takyah tipu diri sendiri. bukan atas kita nak tentukan apa yang baik utk org lain.
and y are u letting him walk away just like that when you know u cud do something to make him stay?

FiDieYaaa March 5, 2010 at 11:04 AM  

Tak puas hati, siapa?

Si Jelita March 5, 2010 at 12:36 PM  

marilah bayani kita berlepak membuat luahan hati bersama...haha...gedik....aku on je...nnt sound ek...

yanie March 5, 2010 at 1:53 PM  

yes..i noe its my fault dat he left earlier..but i did as u told me to.n thanx coz now i know dats d best..semoga ade cahaya menanti die dpn..

miss teja March 5, 2010 at 1:58 PM  

yay dah setel. happy2!^^

Unknown March 5, 2010 at 4:42 PM  

nak join g lepak gak =)

Si Jelita March 5, 2010 at 6:00 PM  

kak elis mn leh join...org nak exm g baca buku...haha...

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